bummers

hello new found friend =D
ive finally found someone whos gunna bring me diving, equally sun loving and a tanning siao, did wind surfing and tells me all the wonderful beaches she went, teaches me lessons in life, a LV collector who doesnt do nagging and thinks that people should always experience all the new fun things in life when were young too. =D dope.

and i super love my dear lovely sl! how sweettttttt! she baked me a cake for no reason! awwwwww. when i got it im lost for words. im so loved and touched. plus im one of the 1st few to get all these sweet treats eveytime =D haha!

fruits! i like fruits. i miss her. im shite-ass friend man.
mental note: make sure i celebrate her birthday this yr.

speaking of birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY FELICIA TAN LAY SUAN!

ok im very tired. byebye.
tmrs another day of plastering smiles for deluded people.

this wont do.

you nvr failed to affect me w the tiniest/most insignificant thing you do.

tt sucks.

and i cant do anything about it.

=((

this wont do. i needa snap out of it.

i need sleep. bye

rara

as much as i whine and complain bout my work tt im stuck for a few years, unless alien zap earth and everyone dies, it isnt tt bad actually.
im just a major whinner. LOLS. i mean comeon, who doesnt whine bout their work and bitch bout their bosses?!

=D im getting some major compliments and acknowledgments on my work. and im seriously loving the attention and the sense of accomplishment esp. =P

but again. works sucha dragggggggg.

ok im just slightly cheery tonight cause my SM lemme dock off 2 hrs early! =D
*scowl. on 2nd thought, ive been in the store since 7am.

love summer love

works getting tiring day by day. and ive gotten myself involved in so much crap i cant breath. cant wait for 6th. liberation. phew.

class chalet on th 7th 8th 9th. whoo cant wait. some fun finally. hopefully.

joels getting in on the 10th. have yet t feel the sadness/loneliness/emptiness just yet. cause im far t busy for anything else but work work work work work work and more work, okay you get the drift. let just say im reliving my project madness days. hahaha, spare you guys the misery of listening to my whining for the time being.

but dearest BFF(j), i know you might feel neglected and tt i dont care blahblah. untrue. i’ll be crying to you soon enough when the reality hit me hard. i still love you a whole load. haha. just too tired t be emo for the mo. and ive got so much hot gossips bitch!!!! shit, so many crap so little time.

somehow, i think im becoming a lil wee bit stronger and independent without all my loverpills by my side 24/7. either tt im just drowning myself in tons n tons of work so it doesnt seems so bad. haha.

i reeeeeeeeeallly miss my limyt and her nonsense. ongsj and our towning shopping act glam days and i havent step into zara men ever since your prom days mister. hahah. joeldc and our swimming days(when i feel like swimming) then later sing our way to hg mall and rot at your house for dvds. miss ngsh w your retarded fantasy, i miss snorting at it and talk about life and how people sometimes amaze us w their stupidity. ok, actually i miss more of karaoke/mj/cluedo sessions at your house and i miss your mum’s spag more. hahahahahahah! oh bloody speaking of food im missing joel’s mum curry chicken. swears the best in the world. chewy, jas and all youre on the list too. on top of all those missing, im missing the days where we explore new places engage in activites TOGETHER, getting all hyped up and rara. thats what i called living a life.

so listen up you old people. time t stretch your bones and do something TRUELY fun and exciting pls. dinner sessions are for old rags(all 10 fingers pointing at joel) and plenty t come for us. hahahah. dont waste my hols!

OH LAST BUT NOT LEAST! IT DOESNT FEEL A WEE BIT LIKE THE SUMMER I LOVE SOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!
wheres the summer?! wheres the sun?!

drained n degraded

im tired im tried. im sick of working. whines whines whines

i dont wanna put anymore make up. my skin’s damn bad now.

i need retail therapy. i need time for myself. i need hightea at bakerzin, i neeeeeeeeeeed t rest, i neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed t see all my loves now.

AND I DESPERATELY NEED SOME SUNNNN.

fuck my life.

decent work

im trying hard t maintain a decent social life. (and getting a horrible flu at this time doesn helps at all uh uh)
trust me babies. im trying!
but it doesnt help when i havent got much say in my schedule, and ive havent gotten used t my working life just yet.
im terribly sorry!
supper sessions maybe in a week or so? just t let me get used t all these.
love everyone plenty.

phua n sy, meet up before your korea trip. and wth, whens your korea trip?!

junkays, feli’s birthday! im gunna reserve all my energy for you guys. im sosososos sorry! i know how much ive missed out.

lovers, joel’s farewell before hairless days. and yesyes, im missing my babes!

miscellaneous, pardon me if my msges sound damn uninterested whatsoever. im not. just wiped out.

okok, some visuals to remind us t stay young. lols. dteamnit. i still can handle the fact tt were all aging like zomgsomgosmgosmgosmgs!

driven t insanity

theres a million things in my mind tt needs t be said. millions tt i wanna do.

but i cant!

screaaaaaams!

you know how frustrating is it when you wake up everyday feeling lik you are wasting your life away and not accomplishing anything, not living your life t the fullest. then you’ll start questioning everything you do and everyone you see. then you’ll get even frustrated when no one seems t realised it. and you cant do it without someone t do it w you. and the fact tt u need someone t help u move along kills. and u just stand there stagnant. frustrated. praying tt someday someone will realised the same and do something w it w you tog.

ok im insane. either tt im too sane for my own good.

quickies

“drop tt calamari or you’ll die.”
“nehver!”
chomps.
gulps.
BANG!

because its from marche!
and so now im suffering. bah!

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(and cause i wont have the time t be online tmr night so just pretend its 18th march 12.01am now.)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JACQUELINE KWOK!
&
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WANA!

Jacq love:
im glad i get t know u better bitch. haha. and more than happy t have you around. not many peeps can tolerate my nonsense and temper and im glad you cld! haha. stay lovely sweet. and dont worry about anything else. we love you the way you are. not all the time. but well, mostly. hahaha! you know what i mean. happybirthday pornie!

Wana(i dont even know if u get t read this):
i love you and thank you for all the mango discounts! muahahaha. i love working w you and the entertainment from you is priceless! and ultimately thanks big time for helping me out, teaching me how t survive, coming t my rescue be it toilet trouble or paperwork madness. =D muacks! stay crazy and happy always even if you become a mummy! i cant believe youre getting engaged! *squeals
happy birthday!

and so, im gunna be quite broke this mnth.

holly

zomgs. its 2.11am now and im finally done w my novel.
bookwormed my day away. haha
millions of emotions and thoughts flowing through now. and i feel like quoting so many amazing phrases paragraphs and chunks here. but i needa be up by 8am in order not t be late. haha. im tryinggggggg.

ps. i love you by cecelia ahern. this is so much better than the one of hers called a place called here.
g grab one peeps. its not those overly fairytale-ish crappy unrealistic mushy totally gag-ish romance novel. worth your time. trust my taste.
heard it was different frm the movie anyway. (i dont know cause i didn watch. duh.)

nights all!
all alone in my room and almost a human popsicle now. PLS LET THERE BE SUN TMR! or rather later IN THE MORNING AND LAST IT THROUGH THE NIGHT!

blank stares at blank pages

overslept and missed my facial appointment.
mopped around the house haunting for nibbles instead. =p

works commencing in a few days time and im seriously enjoying my time in the house while i can.
mums hands still not ok. im im reaaaaally dying for homecooked food. sigh. someone cook for me will ya? haha

tanning w twin tmr. and prawn fishing later in the night w the rest. LOLS. oh yes man, prawning.
more the merrier so just call us if you wanna kill time. haha.

im craving for bakerzinn cake. and B&J vanilla ice cream. sniff.

oh wells.

doodles.

shall head back t my novel.