cobbler

*hurls truckload of vulgarities.
thanks man, how much better can things get.

youve got 2 apple. 1 apple turned out t be sour. youre sad. but cheered up when you realized youve got another apple. red ones, your fave. who knows, its rotten. and poof. there goes. youve got none.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh! crap.

oh yes, my lesbianlover phua cheered me up plenty mans! =D eh love you la crap.
seriously we dont talk much, cause both of us are fucking busy people. but when we do, she can always hit all the jackpots, and say the things tt matters t me the most. thanks ahphua! no mundane crap whatsoever. =D

anyhow, walked nonstop in town and my legs are seriously hurting like mad. signs of aging man, shopping the entire day was nvr tiring then.
got myself sugarushessss( =D), my havies, my beach straw bag and a pair of bangles from aldo on impulse.
fel’s brands obsession made me fell in love w that omgspretty loewe bag. oh yes man, materialism t the max.

tanning tmr, bless us all w fantastic sunshine pls!
finally meeting jas for dinner at some nice place for good food tt ive been seriously deprived from for a v v v v v v v long time. and yays t yt for ditching bf for us! =D

and for now. sleeeeeep!sleeeeeeeeeeeeee! and more sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep!

delirious

im getting sick again.
todays crm’s a killer. and the sudden stomachache doesnt help. fel knows exactly what im talking about cause both of us used all our energy and concentration to ease the pain the whole time. and ive got no choice t give up a few parts for the restroom. sigh, whatever its over. just hope i can at leeeeeeast pass.

on the higher note!
OUR GROUP’S RETAIL ADVERTISING & PROMOTION REPORT/PRESENTATION PLUS! CUSTOMER RELATIONSHIP MANAGEMENT & INTERNET RETAILING PRESENTATION GOT SELECTED! =D
*screams! 2 projects! its official! =DDDDD
crm is seriously a surprise, it was darn last minute
darn happy! our efforts paid off. all those insane rushing, sleepless nights.
and im really really really proud of my grp =D
BIG thanks to my groupmates- jols jacq sha, cx for anp and josh for crm. =D and to those who helped and entertained my complains and whinnings and bad ass temper=D
=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

downside: more preparations and presentations during the hols. boooo. and its double the trouble. worst of all, we have to be in sch by EIGHT! 8am omgs 8am on the actual day. kill me pls, reaching at 9am is already a major problem, cant imagine tt.

random note: BFF(O) got posted t hq! yays! now at least i will have someone t whine t and irritate when BFF(D) is in camp =D=D=D=D=D

one more paper t kill.
after which! SOME HARDCORE PAMPERING AND INDULGENCE! before works starts. bleah!

oh and i realised techno can be nice if they dont have so many tiu tiu tiu. LOLS.
ahlianxz.

nonchalance. oblivion.

circles and circles

im in deep deep deep deep deep deep shat!

time check:8.45pm
progress: read(and mind you, its read not even memorise) 2! myfgod 2! chapters of crm.

im dead im dead im dead im dead im dead im so so f dead. even god cant save me now.

and y must the paper be at 9.30am! whyyyyyyyyyy?!?!

WAILS!

I JUST CANT CONCENTRATEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! D=

exams are mega bitches

buried lies

figured the problem.
i dont belong. tts what it is.

here we go again.

hunger

im missing homecooked food. im sick of takeaways/fastfood/msgloadedcrap.
i miss my mum’s cooking.

im procrastinating.

tts bad.

pls let fri come soon! cant bloodyhell wait. weekends w the lovers! =DDDDDDDD

commercialised

another wasted day.
shall redeem myself by doing some notes for storemanagement later. after dinner. =p

was looking through the calendar. I DONT WANNA WORKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK! whines whines whines whines.
im so tempted not t call up sasa. wanna mia, since theres a change in the hr department and top management(screwed up company) figured tt no one will even give a damn about us or notice our absence. haha

and and and and just maaaaaaaybeee, no one will notice after years and years and i’ll still get my monthly allowance without having t work for them. hahaha. or even better, someone lost my contract without noticing, flush it down the toilet, shred it thinking its some useless overdue papers, burn into ashes during one of the fire emergency practice(if they even have one), or it just miraculously disappear!=D

stop dreaming wsm.

theres still ben and jerrys side that ive gotta settle. promised them i’ll be there after my exams =/ screwed!
and top it off w lyt asking me to work w her during the hols, something tt ive been missing loads, got me so excited and ive agreed before you can say shat!.
2mnths of hols is seriously insufficient. but im reeeeeeeeally looking forward t it. =D
full of funcrap! =D

omgsomgsomgsomgsogmsogmsogsogmsogmsomgsogms! im handicapped! shrieks! my handwriting is getting from bad t worst. realised that for the past yr, ive been typing away on my lappy. the only time im required to actually use a pen/ pencil t write are during exams where the letters are highly distorted due t lack of time. other then that its random scribblings. and nope i dont d my tuts so basically i din write properly for the entire year or maybe more!

ive been wasting endless paper and rewriting the definition of retailing over and over again. what happen t my handwriting! omgsomgsogmsogmsogmsogmsomgsomgs. anal.

reminiscing

its a bit early t say this now. but im gunna f miss sch life. hahahah. so emo.
yes, the stress periods and mugging sessions are no doubt crappy and dreadful, but at least there hope and something t look forward t in life. and its somehow enriching. and more real, less complicated. as compared t working life of course.

was reflecting and thinking about my life so far and im really thankful, im really a lucky/fortunate piece of bread.

and my childhood is seriously full of fun crap. =D

no matter what phase im in, i’ll always have a bunch of friends and family around me.

i was a brat and princess in the preschool days. getting in and out of trouble. throwing tantrums t get what i want. suck up t adults and teachers to get attention. was the only child in the family then, had plenty of love and attention. nthing was lacking. i had the best of everything.

lower pri sch i see myself trying hard t excel in whatever crap i can get my hands on, being teachers pet, being bossy, being monitor, just like t be the center of attention and get as much compliments as possible. haolianing t my parents blahblah, was a literally like blossom in the powerpuff girls. hahahha anal i know. start learning how t deal w people, refrain myself, curbed my temper ever since upper sec. its then when i realised that im no longer the boss of everyone, and things are different now. i learn how t socialise learn how t grow up. process was painful hahah, unhappiness and stuffs. but well, at least ive learnt. was thankful that i met a wonderful grp of friends that left me plenty of unforgettable memories. had a group, had our moments, had our fun. we got into trouble, got out of it, quarreled, got tog again, explored, learn and grow up tog. even though most of us had went our separate ways now (smartypants chengluan in nj previously, larissa in cj, seying in aj, huifen in tp hospi, me n kahern in the same course now, sokkiang in nyp?opps. hahah and many other lovely people that i failed t keep in contact), thinking of the days whereby we sing at the back of the bus during excursions, play pranks on mdm kour, chilling around in kahern house, caption ball competitions, nvr failed t make me smile.

sec sch was a blast. and the best thing of all is t be able to acquaint w my marvelous grp of retards, become bffs and now, still rotting sticking tog after all these years. its till death do us apart kinda thing. hahahah. we will be there for each other weddings, see one another age, have high tea tog, retire and grow old tog, and visit each other at the graves. haha. this seriously doesnt comes easily. theyve tolerated all my bad temper, me being super unreasonable, my mood swings, my unglamness to the max max max, my bad points, my soap operas, volcano eruptions, blahblah, everything! theyre literally like my family members and plus the fact tt they hang out fine w my mum and aunts are super plus points. they form my comfort zone and somehow i dont find it a need to actively make as many friends as possible anymore. like crm, maintaining the relationship is easier and less taxing than getting new ones. hahahah. so if im unfriendly blame them.

come poly, ive met people of all shape n sizes. and somehow, ive met another group of v mismatched buddies. mismatched as in, we are so darn different yet we can hangout. we had different values, different personalities, different manymany things. im seriously damn amused sometimes by the irony. hahaha. but same time thankful. they are insane, lovely and darn sweet. perfect! =D

of course here and there ive met many other wonderful characters in my life and i seriously do acknowledge the impact they had on me. though sometimes people come and go, they still mean something. and yes, even people that gave me hell, made me cry, made me hate them so much i wanna rip them apart. then. im not totally blinded by the unhappiness in the later part that took us apart. i dont hate for long. i still rmb the good days we had.

oh man! nostalgia!

feel like listening t those old sch music from old boybands(westlife, backstreetboys, A1, nsync) now.

bye bye bye

cant wait t meet my lovers up on fri and sat mahjong session! tsktsktsktsk. cny is over and we are still gambling. what is this. hahaha

note:
needa get a new pair of thin strap havis, new everyday bag, new beach bag, new pair of shades, new wallet

reality selection

I LOVE TO STUDY. I LOVE TO STUDY. SM, FM, CRM ARE MY FAV MODULES TO READ ON. WHOO, I AM SO INTERESTED. I LOVE STUDYING. I LOVE MEMORIZING. I FUCKING LOVE MUGGING FOR EXAMS.

D=

bhwaaaaaah!

bitch

clairvoyance says :
i woke up this morning(afternoon) w the perfect mood t mug. my brain cells are screaming for info like dried up sponges. my mum had to destroy it. f quarrel w me. i cried like shit and all the cells are now soaked w water and im feeling damn groggy. the notes cannot g in. cb

how nice.

high chairs

just when you thought things couldn get any worst. it did. dteaamnit.

and top it off ive lost the v v v v v v v impt form that im suppose t submit weeks before. im sosososo dead. and if im not wrong there isnt another copy.

have yet to start mugging and the notes i have currently are only sufficient for me t take another mid sem. lols.

ah crap. get me into the mood!

bimbo note: FOC pedicure for me tmr! =D im secretly glad about my mums condition though tsktsktsk tts totally not right. but its seriously a blessing in disguise at least for me. somehow. hahaha. part time maid at my beck and call, foc pedi and mani and i foresee many perks coming up soon. lols. than again. it kinda evens out w the chores i had t take over. and im seriously missing my mums cooking. sobs! oh wells.

credits to charmaine. seriously check this out! time t say byebye t iphones and start gg gaga over this.

chanel choco phone by fred de garilhe