this may be something probable 🙂 fingers toes and eyes crossed please

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Mini reflections 

February 22, 2016 Leave a comment

Read some stuff and it just dawned on me that well everyone gotta go through phases and learn things the hard way to grow up.
Just a gentle reminder to myself:

男人也是人. They have feelings too. Don’t be self absorbed, there are bigger things Be kind. Don’t take things for granted. And rmb t count your blessings esp when you’re spoilt rotten. 

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focus and stop panicking

December 16, 2015 Leave a comment

omg i hate job hunting.

here to clear my thoughts and refocus:

  1. Get a job w good $
  2. sell something on the side line (passive income)



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bun in oven

November 28, 2015 Leave a comment

i think i used to be happier because its so much more easier to practice gratitude.

that shall be my mantra moving forward.

heres some updates.

  • project mate passed away. it really left me shaken
  • i didn’t get the call from p&g and i am really disappointed
  • the wave of uncertainty is back again. i really need to start job hunting.
  • my eyes is still fucked. and i hate paying so much for medical.

and so heres step one to practice gratitude.

  • I have dabbled a couple of lifestyles this year. and hey i get to work in a fashion brand. thats one tick of my list.
  • I freelanced
  • I went on a dating spree. LOL and it was fun while it lasted.
  • still in debt from student loans but hey i still can afford short getaways and nice cafe food.

Ok time to disconnect and snooze bit before heading out to twin’s crib. I can’t believe a new human is popping out from that belly soon. And i am genuinely surprised by how elated i am. :/ not bad, after 26 years i still can surprise myself.

haha. HUGS



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November 14, 2015 Leave a comment

hi blog.

been a long while.

hit a couple of milestones. grew a lot. learnt a lot. the year is coming to an end soon and i genuinely think that this year was pretty awesome. tough. but better and i see things moving upwards.

meanwhile, what haven’t change is how much i still miss you M. i genuinely tried to move on and i think i did. I don’t think i will ever stop missing you or loving you, i just hope i find someone who sees me like you do and believe in me like you do and love me for who I am. someone who can make me happy everyday and want me to. someone who can be in sync. frankly, i don’t believe i can ever find anyone else who can be so in sync w me. but i really hope life can surprise me. otherwise, i hope my price charming with the 1st 2 qualities will appear soon. cause i am ready. truly. i want to love someone properly and go all out again. also, life is tougher, i hate to admit, i need a partner now.

thank you for giving me strength to not settle. for reminding what is right so that i can happily give up the wrongs and look ahead. even if i have to just die w cats and netflix at least I’ve got you once.

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