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“its never too late or, in my case, too early to be whoever you want to be. theres no time limit, stop whenever you want. you can change or stay the same, there are no rules to this thing. we can make the best or the worst of it. i hope you can make the best of it.”

“and i hope you see things that startle you. i hope you feel things you never felt before. i hope you meet people with a different point of view.”

“i hope you live a life youre proud of. if you find that youre not. i hope you have the strength to start all over again.”

– Benjamin Button

yeap i know ive quote this before. but somehow i just find it very inspiring.

and darn, i have yet t watch the movie.

march is ending soon.

last night was a night of realisation.

i can finally put things down. well, i do need more time.

but 1mnth. tts the deadline im giving myself.

i need t be proud of myself, feel good loved and secure and stand strong myself.

4 resolutions for a brand new fresh start.

  1. change my lifestyle. im gunna do swimming regularly when i start work. 2 off days per week, one will definitely be dedicated to swimming followed by some time w my mummy for high tea and such and maybe shopping and do basic grooming and stuff, dinner at home or w friends. another day will be for friends, books, paint, mj and maybe complete my driving lessons. lol. i love coffee sessions:)
  2. i wanna be healthy and stay skinny
  3. 1 mnth t completely move on. no matter how hard it is.
  4. im gunna read newspaper everyday so i wont turn stupid, as well as my beloved fashion magazines. i refuse to turn into an auntie.

i am determined t take charge of my life. 20 is coming. time for change. and my new work life is a good place t start.

people, plsplsplspls call me and keep intouch! drop by t visit and i need all the happy pills i can get! 😦

as much as i wanna stay positive, i am utterly upset tt i cannot study 1st before i work. its like im moving in a completely different direction away from my friends and peers, ALONE. though i try accept the fact tt im stuck w the least ideal company i would want to be in, there is really nthing for me t look forward to.

but im trying t stay positive.trying my best.

the 1st few weeks is gunna be tough. adapting t the new life is gunna be challenging, physically and psychologically. my bological clock is gunna g haywire for sure. ahhhhhhhh.

alrighttys, im gunna be working at great world. full shifts everyday. just pop by as n when you want and it’ll be good if you guys can tabao nice food for me cause there is really damn limited food over at greatworld and i have t settle all my meals there. bring sweet treats too! show me some love man! hahah gosh, i sound like im gg t jail. better still accompany me homeeeeeee! i dread it. its damn sad. i will really miss my friends and all.

ok enough of whinings.

i love you guys. hugs!

” grit you teeth and do what you must”

i will

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