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theres gotta be more to life then temporary high

went for the interview. hahaha, got in the 1st round =) weets. hopefully my interest will last long enough this time round. hahahaha.

chatting with cx really enriched me plenty, and really got me thinking.
i think i’ll love her alot if shes a guy.
i realise my life is becoming more and more superficial. and im really a wastrel. too pampered.
i nvr have to worry for my next meal, nvr have to fret over the basic things i have in my life. so much tt i nvr really appreciate its presence, taking things for granted.
life isn all about fine clothings, partying and all.
people who aren as fortunate are usually the ones who are more independent, they really thrive hard and have a goal. they have big dreams and really really really work hard towards it.
i really admire these people. v strong, tough and sensible.
love talking to people with plenty of life experience, but somehow it always make me miserable realising how horrible i have been.
i nvr realised how bad life could be. people are working and slogging like crazy, saving money for bigger things, for their future. but here i am splurging till my last penny or more for bags shoes yadaayadaa crap stuffs. and sometimes i even get frustrated with them for their inability to dine in posh places or buy whatever they want. brutal horrible ugly fact. not proud of it.
shit, i should really g to hell.
and even after everyone telling me what i should do blahblah, im still here stagnant, not moving. its like i know all these stuffs but not doing what im suppose to do. =/
hmm. this is so irritating. sigh.

anyway, i think cx isn what she appears to be. she really have got alot in her. and i really pity those people who cant see tt in her. well this is life isn it. people go for the pretty faces 1st. really think she deserve better. life is not fair to her. and i really hope it will be in the future. but then again, it is life now which moulds her to be who she is.

ok too much for today, anymore thinking i’ll just burst and cry and kill myself. hahahhaah.
love people! =)

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  1. mel
    September 8, 2007 at 8:11 am

    babe, confirm wednesday already! šŸ˜€

  2. joel
    September 8, 2007 at 8:52 am

    so loser one lo. have to tag like this.

  3. pepperonicheese
    September 8, 2007 at 1:00 pm

    mel: hahahaha. okok. msg me the details k =D
    joel: -.-” joel go away.

  4. huifen
    September 8, 2007 at 5:07 pm

    hey! do u admire me? i am strong, tough, and sensible!!! hahhaha

  5. pepperonicheese
    September 9, 2007 at 4:02 am

    LOLS! yayaya. so in love with u. hahahahahaha.

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