i just feel like watching some stupid movies that allows me t cry n cry n cry nonstop so i’ll feel so much better. gorge myself with desserts and chocs till i puked and get drunk and high like thing else in the world matter.
i had it coming.
fucked my life up again.
only this time i refuse t wallow in self pity and all those shit. cause i know i made the decision and i have t deal with the consequences.
but. i think i still kinda need an outlet t throw away those horrible emotions im supressing.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
